7th Dec 2009
Dear Palak,
Something happened recently. You remember Ananya, our classmate? We got in touch and started chatting and stuff. I have this habit of sharing my poems with everyone. I started sharing with her too. She thought I was in love with her and asked me directly. I don’t know what happened to me. I said yes.
Yeah, I know it’s crazy. I don’t love her at all. I don’t even know her properly. Not being in touch with you and Pallo, two of the most important girls in my life, has made me a bit, I don’t know, desperate?
This fake relationship is bothering me. This is not me. I need to end it. But I don’t know how. I wish I could talk to you. I wish I could hold your hands.
With love, hugs and other things,
P