THE DAY I REALISED I WAS IN LOVE WITH PALLABI

Dear Palak,

I badly need to share something with you.

I think I am in love with Pallabi. Yes. I just realised it. 

So, it’s been quite some time since we chatted. I was missing her and had been texting her non-stop but no reply. A few hours back, her boyfriend (yes, she had introduced me to Arindam) texted me saying her messages were not getting delivered to my number for some reason. And my ‘desperation’ was pissing her off. If I texted one more time, she would stop talking to me forever.

And that’s when it hit me – I am in love with her. But how is that possible? I haven’t seen her yet, I haven’t even heard her voice (we haven’t spoken yet, just texting). But yes, she is my best friend and we are really close. Or at least, I thought so until her boyfriend texted. She could have called me up herself and said that her messages were not getting delivered. I know it would have been awkward to talk for the first time because messages were not getting delivered. Still…

Anyway, the moment I realised I am in love with her, tears started rolling down my cheeks. For two reasons. First, because she has been in a relationship for the past two years. So there is no chance for me. And second, I feel I am betraying you. I know I stand no chance with you too. But ever since I remember, I have been in love with you only. And now this?

I don’t know what to do. I wish I could talk to you.With love, hugs and other things,
P