THE DAY I REALISED BEING WITH PALLABI WASN’T ENOUGH FOR ME
Hey Palak,
So, here’s the thing. I’m with Pallabi now, and yeah, I should be over the moon, right? I mean, I am happy, I won’t lie. But there’s this nagging feeling inside that keeps telling me something’s off. It’s hard to put into words. It’s like, I see you in everything, even now. It’s not that it bothers me or anything. It’s just… I feel guilty, almost like I’m betraying Pallabi.
I’ve accepted that I will always love you, but what I can’t wrap my head around is how this is fair to Pallabi. She deserves someone who loves her completely, without any reservations.
I’m wondering, does this mean I should break up with her? But then, I am selfish and I do love her, too.
I really wish we could talk, just once. Please?
With love, hugs and other things,
Pritam