THE DAY I DISCOVERED YOU WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP

Dear Palak,

I just discovered that you are in a relationship and it is driving me crazy. I can’t explain. I feel like killing myself.

It’s Iqbal, right? I can make out from your Facebook posts and his comments there.

I know I am probably acting like a kid. We were never together. Hell, you don’t even talk to me. You have even unfriended me on Facebook. And most importantly, I am myself in a live-in relationship with Pallabi.

And yet I am so jealous. It hurts. It hurts so much.

I know I am being very selfish here. I never even pursued you. I just don’t know how to stop feeling the way I am feeling. I can’t even talk to Pallabi about it. She will freak out, probably ask me to leave knowing that I still love you.

I think I need a drink to calm myself down.

With love, hugs and other things,
P