THE DAY I REALISED ENGINEERING WASN’T FOR ME

Hey Palak,

Guess what? I’ve had an epiphany – engineering’s not for me. I want to dive into writing and painting, really make a go of it. Everyone’s telling me it’s a long shot, but it’s what I’m passionate about. These past six months stuck in bed? They’ve given me tons of time to think. Sure, engineering’s cool and all, but it just doesn’t spark joy for me. I just can’t picture myself stuck behind a desk, lost in a sea of binary codes.

But it feels like I’m the only one who gets it. I’m hoping you will. Remember how Manabendra sir asked us about our future dreams? Back when I was all about magic tricks and actually kinda good at it? No one took me seriously, but you nudged me to share. And I did.

Part of me wants to drop engineering right now, but I can’t shake off the guilt. My folks have poured so much into my education. So, I’ll stick it out, get that degree, and then? It’s all about my art and stories.

I wish I could talk to you.

With love, hugs and other things,
P