THE DAY I TOLD PALLABI THAT I LOVED HER

Hey Palak,

You won’t believe what happened today. I kind of just blurted out to Pallabi that I’ve fallen for her. Seriously, it wasn’t planned or anything. We were just talking, and she kept on about how much she misses Arindam. It got under my skin, you know? She’s hung up on a guy who clearly doesn’t care. And out of nowhere, I just told her I love her.

She thought I was joking at first, like I was just trying to cheer her up as her best friend. But I set her straight. I even brought up the time I tried to distance myself from her, and then it clicked for her. She realised I was serious.

I’m feeling pretty torn up about spilling my feelings to Pallabi. Part of me is kicking myself for it, but another part is like a weight’s been lifted off my chest. I guess I had to tell her sooner or later, right? I just really hope this doesn’t scare her away. I can’t go through losing her like I lost you.

I wish I could talk to you about this.

With love, hugs and other things,

P